Hey. I'm Jordan. so I'm 19 ftm and out to some people. Music is my life and i'd love to make some new friends. And I am always open to giving advice if needed.

Idk If I want to masturbate or cut myself…….

I can’t even break my own bone……..

I tried so hard. and even failed at that.

hellyeskickedinthefacebybatman:

I’m transgender because I was born in the wrong body, not because I’ve been through emotional trauma. 

Why can’t you understand that?

(Source: )

hathr:

ITS GOING DOWN BABE

hathr:

ITS GOING DOWN BABE

(Source: theshellshack)

Last week I cut really bad… My wrist along my vain. I was considering suicide.

I stopped… Then I wondered if anyone would notice the cut and say something to me….. I wore short sleeves a lot this week and no one noticed….I’m glad no one cares.

My day is shit.

To many reasons, and no one cares.

(Source: inusualbitch)

Anonymous asked:

I know someone (girl) who took t boosters/ estrogen blocker not on t or even trans because she wanted to bulk and has high natural levels of t. Her voice got deeper some a lil hairy and some moods. After about 4months she quit them.

It boosts t but can also boost e which happened to me.